Hello turned into a motivational talk...

Hello Hello!

I wish I had something interesting to say but I really don’t.  You’re probably thinking ‘Why am I reading this?’.  Side-note just realised I can touch type *high five*. Oh gosh this really isn't going anywhere is it?

I have recently made a few resolutions in my life:

1. Not to let myself get down if I have a bad day – What I mean by that is if I have a bad day where things are not going right i.e. I'm eating like an unhealthy pig, it does not mean that I have to continue doing that tomorrow.

2. Do something productive daily – This is a big one for me since I am a major lazy ass.  I hate going through the motions of the day and then realising in the evening I have done s**t all that day.  Not only is life short but it also makes you get into the habit of postponing things which is not great when you have coursework deadlines coming up.

3. Do things that make me happy – ONLY YOU CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY. If you cant be alone and enjoy your own company how will you live with yourself? Don’t waste time with people that don’t make you happy.  You have to consciously choose to be happy and make it happen. Happiness is definitely a choice.

I think everyone needs to take time out of their lives just for a little bit, every so often and re-evaluate themselves.  Be honest and maybe even a little harsh. What’s the point lying to yourself its not like it brings you any benefit?

Having some sort of routine or schedule is also great.  Don’t wake up at 2pm and then attempt to be productive because in all honesty you have slept through most productive hours in the day.  That is of course if your not a major insomniac/night owl.

Early bird does get the worm after all…

Can Love be Defined?

Is love over-rated? What is love? I think we have all asked that question before. Love in my opinion doesn't come in a standard form. Everyone feels it different. That's why if I asked you to define love I'm sure you would have to think about it long and hard. I saw a diagram of three triangles 'friendship, love and sex'. 

I have always been a believer that sexual attraction is needed when dating someone otherwise it's like your going out with your sibling. That's never fun. Back to defining love. I think a basic thing is that you would rather be with that person then anywhere else at any time given. I also think if it's love you will make it work. You shouldn't be able to 'get over' someone you are in love with. They should be a part of you and taking that away is impossible. I am not one for cheesy boys but he should be able to make your heart melt with a few words or even a touch. They should of course know your coffee order. Finally the prospect of waking up every morning  to his/her face should make you look forward to the rest of your life. 

When you Loose someone in your Life...

Its weird when your relationship with someone who you were close to changes.  It feels like you have lost a part of yourself as they have left.  It makes you wonder if you were really that close and valuable to each other or just a part of the daily routine.  It happened to me before when I have drifted apart from my best friend and that broke my heart but this is different.  Even though I thought me and her would never make it up, somewhere deep down in me I knew that if I needed her no matter where we stood,  I could phone her up and pour out my heart.

I don’t feel like that about this.  I feel lost.  Its been five days since we last texted each other but it seems like its been months.  How is it that people that you may not even consider your close friends are the ones that affect you the most when they are taken out of the equation.  I don’t speak to some of my best friends for weeks on end but you, couple of days and that’s it.  Maybe it’s the fact that texting you has become a habit.  Something I do.  Just a part of my routine.

Is it that I only want to be friends with you?  Is that not good enough?  Am I all of a sudden un-interesting to you?  Well I cant really blame you; since I predicted myself that we will just probably stop talking on the side.  I still see you nearly everyday in college but that’s that.  How much better would it have been if we never went down that road?  Just stayed friends and that’s it.  But then in some ways I think it was inevitable.  Even if we were just friends at some point I would have started to like you. 

I guess I just have to get used to not talking to you.  That will be my routine then.  I mean I was fine and good at the beginning.  Then you go and start talking to me again.  I cant decide whether its easier not to have you in my life all together or be close friends with you?  As Professor Green says ‘being just friends is never going to be good enough’.

Friends with Benefits, Videos, Twitter ect

Hey guys, been having a rather entertaining week actually.  Hot topic between me and friends has been ‘friends with benefits’.  What do u think?  Too risky, chance of attachment and heartbreak or just a good bit of fun?  My personal opinion keeps swaying as I get the opinions from more people but I think that it can definitely work in some situations. 
I’ve been getting obsessed with everything to do with social media outlets.  YouTube, Twitter, Face book, Blogger all have been receiving extra love from me as its half term and I have nothing better to do. 

Follow me on Twitter @ruta_yt

YouTube has been up to date with videos every 2-3 days depending on when  have time to upload.  Really proud of myself, I was on a serious ‘YouTube block’ hahaha.

From now on I will be doing weekly updates on blogger to keep a look out for those...

I am also in search of a new camera as I think it is finally time.  Mine has been playing up lately and its time to step it up.

How has your week been?

Photoshoot, Religious war And FOTD

So I haven't blogged in far too long ...and I do appologise! I've been busy with school and its hard to sit down and write without getting distracted by other things.  I've actually not been wearing much makeup lately but I did do a photoshoot with two friends of mine for my portfolio so that was super exiting. 

This is the makeup im wearing today

And here are my two favorite pics from the photoshoot...

Apart from that I was watching the movie 'The Body' yesterday and got really worked up/insprired to share my opinion so I ended up posted this on my facebook :

 'Im not the religious one but I know that beliefs are not based on facts, they are based on what people have in their heart. So I don't care if you're Christian, Jewish or Muslim you need to stop the rediculous need to prove your religion exists and more importantly who Jeruselam really belongs too. We are all children of God and we should all respect each others beliefs! No one should be threatened to believe in their hearts!'

How is the weather where u live?

College Ramble

sooo... sitting in college waiting for school to go out jst so i dnt need to go home by myself...i knw sad...damis here yey!! lol i dno wot i wna talk about! oh im going fuertoventura in feb so im really exited! and a friend jst called me a giant wtf? anyway... how do you guys not get distracted in college ! its hard all this free time and no structure its hard...yesterday i slept in with olive oil in my hair and my hair has never been smoother i love it! i think thats about it and yhh ... peace out! xx